Oh yeah, i'm back.

After almost a year haha.

Crazy as it seems, I dont know why i havent update this blog. Maybe its the fun and joy I had in the last year that almost seems to fill my day and not forgetting school work.

Relationships are quite fragile. I admire people who can go on for like more than 4 or 5 years in a relationship. How to keep that fire igniting? You do need both sides to be the catalyst right? You need commitment, sacrifices at times (even when you dont feel like doing it) to be there for the other half.

Time is always an issue for me. School work is always so suffocating during the 3 mth semester. Maybe it is this that led to the downfall.

Everyday after school is just sapping. But I still pick myself up to spare time, do stuff and try my best to make her happy. I guess it wasn't really enough. Maybe now I live to regret the fact i'm prolly paying with this. At least this is what I think. But sometimes I think I did enough but everyone's point of satisfaction is different.

Communication is important for a couple. One sided communication is probably the worst thing that could ever happen with the other just listening and nodding.

*oof and it really hurts slowly but have no one to tell to.

What a shocking NEGATIVE first post after a year :X but probably I could only tell my blog about this.

Yeah, crappyRenSun is back and staying over for one night only at my house to watch the championsleague final of manutd (me: i'm a fan) v chelsea (he is a fan of). Hope things dont get out of control ha.




Till i blog again ..

Ivan the terrible haha :o manchesterunitedfanatic,